Up Here
there are stars.

>

The stars will cry the blackest tears tonight. This is the moment that i'd live for, i can smell the ocean air. From up here the city lights burn, like a thousand miles of fire.


With Me
wanna be with you.

Name: Shadow
Birthdate: 1 May 1993
School: CHS
Ambition: haven't thought      about it yet xD
Loves: Anime & Music
Dislikes: Bad people


Whisper
words that can change.


ShoutMix chat widget

Tonight
the sky is magical.




Cities
waiting to be visited.

CHONG SHENG & CHEN LYNN
HUI LI
JACE
JIA EN
MEI YING
NICHOLAS LIM
PIK WEN
RAY AUN
SI CHUN
SU-IANNE
SU NI
WAI LEEM
WEI LING
WENG MENG
YIN SUAN
ZHAO FENG


Credits

Designs : Chong Sheng
Javascript : Me

Wednesday, August 26, 2009 11:29 PM


Multi-task ing now ... Scanning , mapling and chatting at the same time ... so much things to do , so little time.

I am gonna summarize my holidays so far (dont really consider a holiday anyway)

Saturday
-joined KRS activity for the 1st time, quite fun.
-Learned 2nd part of La Cumparsita Tango on guitar, hope to finish the whole song sooner
-Starting of the holidays which i dont think is a holiday
-Got freakin 17 sets of exam papers to scan if i heard orders wrongly.

Sunday
-Woke up a little late , went to sunday school after breakfast.
-3.30pm , Da You came to my house to bake cake, it's for Marina, cause she is going back to Japan on Tuesday.
-Had a lot of fun baking a 2 layer cake. Chocolate and coffee cake with chocalate cream all over it. Baked 8 muffins too.
-Night time , still doing the decoration for the cake. Finish around 11pm. Muffins are not perfect yet, nice but not perfect.

Monday
-Woke up early for Physics tution but still woke up late. Rushed to get dressed for the outing at The Gardens after Tution, marina's last day in malaysia, going back to Japan on tuesday.
-Tution was queit okay... i still done get Pressure..
-Went to Gardens by wanjin's car around 2 pm
-Went to Red Box Karaoke, i just go there for the food and meeting the friends.
-Guess how many people went ? 10 , 9 girls and 1 guy, guess who's the guy .... ME.
-Watch them sang songs and i kept playing with the remote , cause its my first time there. Keep makan makanan until very full, regretted because i am gonna be fat again .
-Stay there until 5 pm + and sit wanjin's bro 's car home.
-Still have a lot of exam papers that have to be scanned

Tuesday
-New computer arrived in the afternoon.
-Ran 3.6 km in the evening, cant go on coz i ate too much on tuesday.
-Nothing much happen that day.

Wednesday
-Woke up early for tution.
-Played new laptop next door using wireless internet connection.
-Receiveed Wan Jin's SMS that say no tution, felt a lil happy.
-Kept using laptop until the wireless internet connection had an error.
-Went home and play DS till afternoon.
-Play maple and scanning the papers.
-Kept alternating on scanning , playing, chatting and watching tv on the whole day.


So thats about it for now . Bye =)



Sunday, August 16, 2009 11:39 PM


still sad about losing my pencil box.... T.T

just came back from shopping ..

bought 6 D'Addario strings and 1 capo.. cost me 60 bucks already ..beside that i bought some blueberries,raspberries and cherries for baking =) haha

i hope that my bad luck will go away faster ... ><



8:56 AM


Oh great..one fine beautiful Sunday morning just turned the other way around.. I just found out I lost my pencil box yesterday.... sigh. I think i left it at the school hall, the problem is.. is the pencil box still there ? how am i going to get back my pencil box ? the school hall is locked in the morning ... haih. sad thing ..=(



Program Rakan Muda
Saturday, August 15, 2009 10:14 PM


Today i went for this Rakan Muda Program that was held by Sunway University College in school today. It was kinda unexpected for me to participate this program. Someone called me to participate this program just this morning, right before the program started. I brought all my books to school and i didn't bring any PJK shirt there... Kinda bad luck =.=.

Oh ya, btw i am representing YE club in that program. =p

The program started around 8 am i guess with some short speeches. After that we had some ceramah about Leadership things from 9.30 to 10.30 .. etc etc etc with some ice breaking games, well not some but ONE xD. We were splited in to 20 groups to continue with the programs. I got into TEAM 6 , with just a few people i knew , around 5 or 6 people that includes Wee Heng, Seng Yew, Hui Yi, You Liang, Siew Mein and Hoe Yen. After a few more talks, we had our tea break/recess or something like that for about 20 minutes.

Went to check out my class to see how many people were there.. i saw 1 ....2......3.........4.........5........ FIVE PEOPLE in the class only. LOL . i wonder how the teachers are going to teach..

At 11 am, we gather back at the school hall to continue with the program. Next is treasure hunting and obstacles at the field. Every group leaders were given clues to approach to the next station. There are a total of 5 clues and 4 obstacle stations and 1 Goal to be reached - WIN! 6 people from each team had to be handicaped on the legs , hands and mouth. The guys had to carry the girls who had their legs hadicaped. We had to carry them throughout the game .... tiring but fun. Our team was quite lucky because location of all the clues we got were very close to each other.

The locations we got includes dewan kuliah, scout room, outside squash court, outside library and guard house. After getting all the items, we approach to the field for the obstacles. We were the 2nd team to arrived there. Wee Heng and Hoe Yen were the ones who was the most tiring one because they have to carry the ones with the legs hadicapped the most. Others we just switch from time to time .

1st station- building a carrige
Our teams built a carrige with 4 sticks and 4 pipes and had to use it to carry one of our members throughout the obstacle course. Li Lin had to sit on it because she was the one with her legs hadicapped.

So far so good.. still leading ahead

2nd station- Fill the bucket using straws with holes
We just asked everyone to suck all the water using the straws and fill the smaller bucket until its level is reached. Quite fun to play with , but sucked a some water in.

3rd Station- Crossing over tables and chairs/forming a circle and wrap ourselves with toilet paper
The crossing over part was easy because we just have to pass the one with the legs hadicaped over the tables and chairs. But the toilet paper part was kinda hard because we cannot break the toilet paper and we have to keep moving to the last station. Our team got slowed down at this station because this was not as easy as the previous ones.

4th station- Jigsaw puzzle
Finally the last station. We picked up here at last. We finished the puzzle faster than the teams that were in front of us. After that we went to the finishing point(station 1 )

We-Team 6 emerged as the 4th place in the whole race =). We were very happy about it because we got 4th place out of 20 teams. My uniform was soaking wet that time, too bad that i dont have no clothes to change. After that everyone carried the tables and chairs back outside the hall and went back into the hall. I was kinda cold because of the wet shirt...

Not long after that, the program continued with a few more talks about leadership. At 1pm, we had out lunch break at the canteen. Ate fried rice , chicken and fries. 1.30 pm, we went back to the hall and coninue the closing ceremony. We took a few photos and went back after that. I felt very happy although it was a little tiring today, learnt alot of things today (although i din mention any in this post)besides getting to know my friends more.

Had to sit Wan Jin's car with Ye Shan, Jae Hann and her sister cause my mom cant fetch me that time . Got back home around 2.3o, take a shower and slept.



Monday, August 10, 2009 3:08 PM


tagged by Jia En ..lol
wtv lor just do XD


abc'sShareRULES:Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged - including the person who tagged you.

ABC About You Questions:

A - Available: Yup.

B - BIRTHDAY: May 1st

C - CRUSHING ON: nobody currently

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Orange juice

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Nobody, i sucked in communicating ...lol

F - FAVORITE SONG: YUI =D

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Gummy bears!

H - HOMETOWN: KL?

I- IN LOVE WITH: Nobody currently

J - JUGGLE: Juggle what ? Balls ? Bowling pins? ELECTRICAL CHAINSAW ?

K - KILLED SOMEONE: Never ever do that

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 4 or 5 hours only

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: hmm... coffee, choclate... ....

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2

O - ONE WISH: Be a better me

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Dont know

R - REASON TO SMILE: faking it mabye

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: YUI-I'll be

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 5.30am

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: random colours no pattern LOL

V - VEGETABLE(S): Yeah i like it .

W - WORST HABIT: having too many bad habits xD

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: None.

Y – YOYOS ARE: Nice to play

Z - ZODIAC : Taurus-The Bull (a.k.a. the clumsy one )

Random Questions

  • About YouSpell your name without vowels: lazy to type xD
  • What color do you wear most?: BLACK!
  • Least favorite color?: none
  • What are you listening to?: YUI-Crossroad
  • Are you happy with your life right now?:even if i say no, you still have to live your life with a smile
  • When do you start back at school/college?: tomorrow
  • Less Favorite pair of shoes?: i only got 3 pairs of shoe =.=
  • Where do you wish you were right now?: Back to all the mistakes i have done, so i can change it all again

THE CANS:

  • Can you dance?: Nope, not yet
  • Can you tie a cherry stem with you mouth?: duno
  • Can you whistle?: yea
  • Write with both hands?: nope
  • Walk with your toes curled?: of course

THE DO'S:

  • Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Yeah
  • Do you believe in miracles?: Half
  • Do you believe in magic?:Half
  • Love at first sight?: not really
  • Do you believe in Satan?: erm... =X
  • Do you believe in Santa?: not anymore
  • Do you know how to swim?: last time yes.. now . dont know
  • Do you like roller coasters?: guess so ..
  • Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: 75% yes

THE HAVES:

  • Have you ever been on a plane?: yeah
  • Have you ever asked someone out?: guess so ..
  • Have you ever been asked out by someone?: err....lets just leave it there
  • Have you ever been to the ocean?: Yeah
  • Have you ever painted your nails?: yeah.. look quite nice xD

THE WHATS:

  • What is the temperature outside?: around 27 degree celcius
  • What radio station do you listen to?: MyFM and FlyFM
  • What was the last restaurant you ate at?: parents dont let me eat a restaurant
  • What was the last thing you bought?: Lychee
  • What was the last thing on TV you watched?: 100% entertainment

THE WHOS:

  • Who was the last person you IM'd? : no idea
  • Who was the last person you took a picture of?: i dont even have a camera
  • Who was the last person you said I love you to?: never said it

CRYING SECTION:

  • Ever really cried your heart out?: Nope
  • Ever cried yourself to sleep?:nope
  • Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: nope
  • Ever cried over the opposite sex?: nope
  • Do you cry when you get an injury?: nope
  • Do certain songs make you cry?: nope
  • Are you a happy person?: not really
  • What can make you happy? : Being a better ME
  • Do you wish you were happier?: yeah
  • Can music make you happy?: most probably yeah

LOVE SECTION.

  • How many times have you had your heart broken? : 2 or mabye 3 ?
  • Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: not yet

LOOK AT ME.

  • What is your current hair color? : black.
  • Current piercings?: none.
  • Have any tattoos? none
  • Eye color: brown

IN A BOY/GIRL:

  • Favorite eye color: Blue
  • Short or long hair: Long with layers and japanese style cut with a little curl with a little highlights xD
  • Height: shorter than me by 5 =10 cm
  • Best clothing: prom dress ?

HAVE YOU EVER

  • Been to jail: Nope
  • Laughed so hard you cried?: Yeah
  • Cried in school: yea, 9 years ago
  • Thrown up in a store: i think no
  • Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: nope
  • Gone skinny dipping: Nope
  • Pepsi or Coke: it hate those =.=
  • McDonald's or Burger King: hate fast food too
  • Single or Group Dates: single ?
  • Chocolate or Vanilla: Both
  • Strawberries or Blueberries: Both
  • Meat or Veggies: Veggies
  • TV or Movie: Both
  • Guitar or Drums?: Guitar more , drums too
  • Adidas or Nike: Nike
  • Chinese or Mexican: Chinese.
  • Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn Flakes
  • Cake or Pie: both

******************** ended********************


dont feel like tagging anyone xD



2:56 PM


Okay fine .. i admit i am a damn bad person here. Thats who i am . So stay away as far as you can from me , i always make you feel so freakin bad . I know that sucked a lot . Sometime i feel bad myself too, but i just dont know why i did it. I am sorry for everything i have done , i know some things cant be undo, so just leave me man.. if you dont wanna suffer, stay away from me as far as possible. Thanks and Sorry .



Sunday, August 9, 2009 8:44 PM


Yeah ! Just came back from running =)
Running doesnt feel great BTW..




RUNNING FEELS SUPER AWESOME ! ! !


Ran 5.2km in 32 minutes 07 second
Although it already very slow... but i still enojoy running =)

WHEE!!! LOL XD



Exchange Student
Friday, July 31, 2009 8:57 PM


Well, i guess you guys noticed that today we have an exchange student from japan in our school. Its kinda cool to have someone like that in out school =). Let me just make this short and simple .

Her name is Marina Mori(i think..LOL) and she is turning 17 in september this year. She is from Fukuoka,Japan. Today a lot of guys were waiting outside our classroom after recess .. They crowded the whole floor ... well even when recess starts.. S3 and S1 people already started to crowd the area ... LOL. Its like they didnt see a japanese before ... okay. . so a lot of guys.. AND girls keep wanting to see the girl, it was kinda a mess at first, then we closed the back door and windows coz it was crowded with people. People started to leave when teacher came and ask them to go...haha. Well, even after the recess.. some of those 38 ppl still purposely walk pass to see.... BOO them lar.. they deserved it . so sampat for what ... ?

Well thats all ... she's gonna be in school for a week only, cherish the moment xD



FURIOUS...
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 9:54 PM


Gahh! I am so angry now .. 1 stupid mistake and i cause everything to fail ! I am so angry at myself now .. grr ! Why did i make that mistake ?! WHY WHY WHY

Wasted a lot of things and time on in ! And because of just 1 small mistake ! it end up like that.. Gosh i really need to punish myself ..! ARGH



Weakness and Resistance
Monday, July 20, 2009 10:38 PM


Everybody has a weakness and resistance, but for now , i am concentrating on people's weaknesses . Some of you might think i have nothing better to do .. well i kinda got nothing to do. LOL On the other hand , i can find out their weaknesses (or fears) and use it against them. HAHA
I am kinda sick and tired for being push around anymore.. =p

Evil Right.. LOL XD

LAME XD

bye =p