Gosh! i am so FURIOUS about a lot of things...everything is in a BIG MESS! I just wish i can just have a little more time to get everything straight now ...Sigh. I am just so mad at myself now..I dont know what have i become lately, done a lot of wrong things recently...damnit. Gosh.. i just wish everything can be normal again.

So yesterday was my birthday, nothing special happened. Just like any other normal day .
So here's what happened the whole day.

12am, received few wishes from my friends through MSN and SMS. Slept alone on the couch downstairs cause i dont feel like sleeping upstairs....fall asleep around 2am. Woke up on the couch around 6.30 am and keep falling asleep until 7am. Finally i got up and prepared for school. Went to school for marching from 8am to 3pm. Reached school at 8am and before that i got scolded by my mom because i was too 'slow'. MARCH! MARCH! MARCH! We started our formation that day. It was quite fun because i didn't try it before. Me and the other marchers was kinda fooling around and having fun ahhaha.... We had lunch break around 1pm, we(me and some of the marchers) went to domino for lunch. Kimberly ordered 6 pizzas and everyone paid 6 ringgit for it. I almost ate beef.. luckily somebody told me that the pizza was beef before i had the 1st bit. After that we went back to school at 1.30pm to continue marching. Most people had already left, so we just marched for another 15minutes under the sun. After that i helped the khemah people until 3pm then i went back home. Scolded by my mom the 2nd time in the car cause i wanted to go Mid Valley to watch a movie, so i ended up not going. Nothing to do after i got home, so i just sit alone on the couch and eventually fall asleep there. I dont quite remember what time i woke up or what i did after that ..LOL But i remember that my brother and sister made me furious that day...sheesh.Got scolded by mom the for 3rd time because she asked me where i want to go to eat and i said Mid Valley and she said no again, keep saying this and that ..... sheesh ! 8.30...last minute decision.. I went out to eat with uncle and aunt (mom won't let the whole family go cause dad was not at home, but decided to go at last). I keep eating and eating and keep going on. Listening to EMO songs on my phone cause i really dont have anything to do there... played my cousin's iPod Touch there.. TapTap Revenge..trashed them ..ahaha. I wish I could have an iPod Touch or iPhone ....dad said i could have one , but mom wants me to earn my own money to get one.. fine lor..sheesh. This cannot , that cannot ..use own money to buy.. thats all i ever heard from her. Went home and eat cake, even though i am already not happy, i still faked a smile. Nevermind, just let it be.... Got a new watch from my uncle from France , CD Album from a friend of mine and 2 'ang pow's from my uncle and aunt.
Thats all for this year iguess =).. Oh ya 4th time i got scolded by my mom is because for receiving present from other people..sheesh. She said , why u ask ppl to buy u present....somemore so expensive. Sheesh. This year is not fun at all...some "sweet 16".... mabye it should be a "sour 16" or "bitter 16". P.S. i am not trying to be EMO here xD.

Thanks to everyone who wished me that day =)

Friday, May 1, 2009 12:01 AM

I just want to say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

to myself !

ahahah

okay thats all, later still have marching. =p Bye =)