Up Here
there are stars.

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The stars will cry the blackest tears tonight. This is the moment that i'd live for, i can smell the ocean air. From up here the city lights burn, like a thousand miles of fire.


With Me
wanna be with you.

Name: Shadow
Birthdate: 1 May 1993
School: CHS
Ambition: haven't thought      about it yet xD
Loves: Anime & Music
Dislikes: Bad people


Whisper
words that can change.


ShoutMix chat widget

Tonight
the sky is magical.




Cities
waiting to be visited.

CHONG SHENG & CHEN LYNN
HUI LI
JACE
JIA EN
MEI YING
NICHOLAS LIM
PIK WEN
RAY AUN
SI CHUN
SU-IANNE
SU NI
WAI LEEM
WEI LING
WENG MENG
YIN SUAN
ZHAO FENG


Credits

Designs : Chong Sheng
Javascript : Me

Bad luck ... hate it
Saturday, January 31, 2009 11:46 PM


I just can't stand it anymore ! Bad things keep happening to me recently , i just dont know why ! Chinese New Year ,you guys will think this is a day which families get along with each other, happy happy ..etc. But for me , its not like what you guys had experienced before. Every time during the 2nd day of Chinese New Year, i usually go back to hometown with my family, and the thing happens..we QUARREL. why ? coz we always got scolded for not being ready. This year was not really that bad. Then, my feet got hurt and still havent recover. Hmmm .. then after i reach mom's hometown in Johor, i realize that i forgot to bring my PS2 cable there. So i had to buy another one the next day and wasted RM 19 for it. And just now, i accidentally made my cousin's router cannot function. This sucked badly ..LOL. but well i know i should 看开一点, OH WELL... Life just goes on. =D



Back and ready to GO !
Friday, January 30, 2009 11:28 PM


Just came back from hometown, a long 3 hours drive. Nothing to do much in the car, just listening to the radio to pass the time. Stopped by at the station to get some food and then continue the journey back home. CNY was not really the same this year, i guess everything changes this year. I am changing soon i guess. Well, not really sure bout that but i am working on it.



Happy CNY !
Monday, January 26, 2009 12:06 AM


Happy Chinese New Year to all those who are reading this =D

May all of you have a prosperous new year =D

P.S. Just spent 5 minutes sending messages to many people ..ahaha.



Friday, January 23, 2009 10:44 PM


Finally Chinese New Year is here. This year i felt nothing at all, everything seems different already, friends, school life ,family ....sigh. It kinda sucks.LOL. Got alot of things that i have to catch up within this coming week, no holiday for me. In fact, there are no more holidays in my life. Lotsa things happened recently , and i just cant stand it, it is not stress, but its something more tougher and it hurts alot . School was just 'So What' nowadays ..ahaha that wass something Mr.Leela said today. lIFE IS JUST SO WHAT .. nothing much to say. U guys sure think i am very "EMO" , i dont really wanna care anymore lar. Something keep hurting recently and i just want this to go away! GO AWAY! LEAVE ME ALONE. why does this gotta hurt so much . WHY?!



Last day
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 9:07 PM


today was the last day i had my tution at Mrs Lim's place. Because i am taking BM tution at Pn. Phang's side with all my other friends. Today will surely be a memorable day for me. Cause today we learn about KOMSAS, i think is the cerita something one, and it was damn funny ! Whole class was laughing because of the story plot i guess , and the person who is reading as the characters.. JiaJie as the male and ler xin yi as the female. If u guys have time , go read the drama xD. And imagine the 2 people as the characters. Well , it wont be as funny while in the class.

Besides that , today i almost kena blue card ! >.< I didn't get a single record in blue card since the 1st day i stepped into this school ! ahahaha i did not bring my maths workbook, and luckily i survived using a technique of my own xD



Saturday, January 17, 2009 10:28 PM


WHAT A DAY ! what a day today was, it was very awful ! very very very exhausted.
First , its PJPK time with En Lim ! HOORAY!! NOT !, cause we have to run extra rounds, the first 4 rounds was no problem with me , but the 5th round he asked us to do a star jump for every 5 steps. That was exhausting, teacher is still not satisfied, so 1 more round of star jump. Total = 6 Rounds. This week , 3 + 5 + 6 =14 rounds. Although it was exhausting , but i kinda like it (except the part we have to jump).

After that its time for Additional Mathematics. I tot its no big deal for that..until i got home and do the question , i think i dont know how to do 2 or 3 questions. Well, cause its kinda complicated..LOL so i asked some help from some form 5 friends of mine, then chang meng explained to me through MSN for an hour.. ahaha. got some of it, still left one more.

Physics was very very very confusing to me , i aint got a damn clue on what teacher is talking about. I know those basic ones lah, but a lot i really dont know. Sh!t , so gonna not get an A for first term..gotta work on it ! >.<



Hari Gerko
Friday, January 16, 2009 8:21 PM


Today is hari gerko, not a really big deal with me anyway. Most of the students are busying with their clubs, i just helped some of my clubs a little. Well, i am not really active in those co-curricular activities, so i wont do any good for them today. The moment i reached school, the bell has rang, so i just go for assembly. After that i went back to class and just realised that i have to go for iTanium solutions to help a little, i just wear my T-shirt and took off from class. Got to the hall and started wandering around, cause well i am not really into those stuffs, and sometimes i can be very very blur.LOL. So i guess everything will just be the same with or without me. ahaha. Got to join some clubs this year , i hope i can make it through... Its gonna be alot of stress i guess. But whatever lar ! i dont care anyway xD



Wednesday, January 14, 2009 8:54 PM


What a day , today the yellow house practice has began and we had to run and run and run. Long time no run already, so i guess i didnt run as fast as last time , plus the weather recently was damn hot, and this makes me feel tired easily. Stamina is decreasing very fast while running. Sigh, still got the stupid 4 moral essay and the folio to do. Need to finish by this week...>.< Moreover, there are so many things to do and so little time, i have just got to work it out ... ZzZzZzZzZ push it to the limit ! RAWR !! XD



Sunday, January 11, 2009 11:03 PM


I am so happy that i finally finished my own private server! I started making it at 7 and got it done by 10.30. So tired..! The whole thing began since morning. Ouchs...so damn tired.. But finally i have done it ! Can play , but i am still not satisfied because i want more commands and more custom made NPC, maps etc. I hope i have time for everything now , studies, music,sports and games =D



Stress
Saturday, January 10, 2009 10:09 PM


Stress...why is everyone is facing stress? Now so many people keep saying this and that , a lot of stress. Sheesh ! Stress here stress there.. will you guys just Chill ?! Its just stress , why do you keep thinking about stress? Just think that stress doesnt exist la.. Why keep complaining about it , why dont u guys just get ur ass up and face it ?! Who got stress just tell me , I will first give you a slap ,and shout WAKE UP to you. Come on ! WAKE UP !
清醒一点吧!



No offence guys, this is the only way for u guys to wake up, see whats really going on now ! stop being trapped inside the stupid world!



Thursday, January 8, 2009 8:30 PM


This is starting to drive me crazy.. homework is kinda stressful. Today, i needa help teacher to type PA things(i dont even know whats that, just type..type..type..). So i stay in library for about 2 and a half periods to do that..(sigh) Damn tired weh..i did not sleep well for 3 days..and its not sleep for a few hours, its like the whole night i just rolling here and there on the bed. Loads of homework to do, and its only just the first week ! OMG ! Then afternoon still need to stay back to do PA things.. where got time do HW??!?!? Teacher think we got super brain meh?! Finish hw in so little time .. Sigh.. Tml still need to skip class and do PA things.. then afternoon need to stay back.. Sh!t lar.. No need to pass Physics and Chemistry liao la..



3rd day of school..
Wednesday, January 7, 2009 10:11 PM


Well.. at least there is a little life in my class now. Some teachers are dull and boring, but some teacher are kinda good. Eg. is Mr. Tee - My modern maths and Ad Maths teacher and Pn. Wong-my chemistry teacher. Others is just boring..
Nothing much to say here.. gtg play my guitar. =D Cya next time



Pachelbel Canon in D by Trace Bundy
Monday, January 5, 2009 10:33 PM


This rocks...Cause the whole song is all using hammer-ons.. There are alot versions of Canon in D, this is one of my favorites.




First Day of School ..
6:25 PM


Today is the first day of school, well usually i am happy at this time. But this year i am not.. WHY? because the class i go into kinda SUCKS! others might wanna get into this class, but i wanna get out of it(well..not that much..) This year i am in 4S2.. and 5S2 next year ... last 2 years of my life in high school with this class.. i dont even know if i can survive form 4! The class was very very BORING.. i still rmb that last year in my class, every time when changing periods, yao ting, dylan , kah jo , zhong wei will be walking aorund and playing... this year ..changing period.. all just diam diam sit there ... well i can say some of them are nerds..not much jocks in my class this year.. What can i do ? nothing .. mabye we have been placed in our class now for a purpose or reason... or mabye not. Oh man .. just gotta work harder this year... One more thing.. its so hot at the back of the class, and the fan at the back is kinda spoiled. Trying to get along well with my fellow classmates..if i can. Teachers were kinda bad to me ..but i hope my view towards them will change.. OR NOT XD



4S2 !
Saturday, January 3, 2009 10:12 PM


Oh man ! I got into 4S2... come on ! all i know is 4S2 is kinda nerdy ... the ones i know is just zhong wei and hui li..
Gotta get the whole class together is very hard ! All different 'species' , there are nerds and jocks and others.. (no offense though xD, no offense at all) ahaha. My frens are at other classes.... 90% of 4S10 people i know , 4S3 got some computer pros, 4S7 got the most leng lui there...ahaha, 4S8 are mostly B class people i think. Well.. the last 2 years in high school, better 珍惜 the time.



Finally!
Friday, January 2, 2009 3:51 PM


Finally i got this coding done ! ahaha .. I am so proud of myself cause i did it myself..the password thing. Javascript , HTML, CSS and those stuffs are kinda fun XD. Ahaha took me a day to finish it ..
P.S. Just learned yesterday only..AHAHA.. Well have fun everyone =D