Finally Chinese New Year is here. This year i felt nothing at all, everything seems different already, friends, school life ,family ....sigh. It kinda sucks.LOL. Got alot of things that i have to catch up within this coming week, no holiday for me. In fact, there are no more holidays in my life. Lotsa things happened recently , and i just cant stand it, it is not stress, but its something more tougher and it hurts alot . School was just 'So What' nowadays ..ahaha that wass something Mr.Leela said today. lIFE IS JUST SO WHAT .. nothing much to say. U guys sure think i am very "EMO" , i dont really wanna care anymore lar. Something keep hurting recently and i just want this to go away! GO AWAY! LEAVE ME ALONE. why does this gotta hurt so much . WHY?!